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Busy Life

took photo with Anthony..

today i am very tired.. haha.. but i am happy, because i just came back from the CHC cell group..

its quite fun to join them, we have fellowships and stuff.. NICE! well, i m kinda busy now. therefore i cant write that much now.. CUT SHORT..

today.tired.fun.happy.haha.done=)

S.T.D

Stress.Tired.Depressed

this is how i feel these days.

so many assignments waiting for me to hang up..

mountain high of books are waiting for me to study..

OMG!!! can i have some break?

dunno what to say anymore..

just wish all my friends

have a happy day and may our dear LORD bless them..

i need HELP!!!

i miss Kampar a lot!!! how i wish i can go back to those days and have fun with u guys again..

i miss my dearest, how i wish i can go back kampar.

today i feel ambarrased, because i FELL DOWN ON THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD!!! ouchhh...

everyone is looking at me.. and paul shouted " OMG!! ELAINE!! WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU!!"

hahaha.. it is pain but its funny too.. cant imagine that just happen.. the FUNNIEST JOKE..

hahaha..

dunno why? today i have a very very low self-esteem, by saying myself ugly.. i am not saying

myself good looking bt i believe i m not that ugly as i thought. somehow.. i really turn ugly

compared to last time because pimples are growing rapidly these days.. ARGHHH.. how i wish i

can take a break.. and charge my body battery.. but well, life still needs to go on.. therefore i had

no choice but just cont with my hectic lifestyle lo... hope to see my kampar friend soon and my

dearest soon... happy day=) XOXO to my dearest..

we are WILD!! hahaha...

jeslyn fainted on the floor... i m so worried..

HAHA... WE SLEEP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD.. luckily no car..

this weekend is the most happiest weekend i ever had.. HAHA.. me and my couple of best friends did a lot of wild things.. especially me and jeslyn (KAMLAN) haha.. we sleep on the street in the middle of the night. we jump down to the pool with our house clothes at 1am. we wash soon yew's car (daddy's day present) together and jeslyn's car too.. we 7 ppl eat 11 durians.. 711.. HAHA.. too bad someone of you cant make it, i m sure it will be more fun if you guys were there.. haha.. oh ya.. we still have singing and video shooting section.. hahaha.. lots of lots of FUN and WILD stuff men.. haha i love you jeslyn.. you are the best KAM LAN i ever had.. LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH.. we are one family..


MISSION: meet needs, touch lives, win souls..

my first blog [STRESS]

HIDE MYSELF FROM THE TRUTH...


i feel like i am staying in a world that full with lies.. even me myself are lying to myself.

to make myself comfartable, i always lie to myself. i know that i m in the wrong track and yet and i dun dare to face it but just give lots of EXCUSES and put HOPE in it.. what should i do?

i dont have the gut to face it. anyone can help me? no one can help me only me myself can help myself.



words that full with lie seem to appear in my life often, the only thing i can do is just believe it, in order to make myself better. i wanna be loved, i wanna be known. but will this stays forever? or its just a temporary fun like drugs...... soon everything will fade away.. and left a girl with an empty heart....